Many, like me, have lost a child to this and are praying with you. Your story is especially sad. You have been traumatized, and the words 'emotionally tortured ' come to mind. I mourn my daughter and have decided to carry on with my life. I refuse to give in to the evil of this movement and will fight it as long as I'm alive. I wish peace and comfort to you and your family. God's blessings to your son and all of our children.