You mock me for being small. Maybe you're acting on reflex, because of your past life as a schoolyard bully. Here's a link to an article about people who might accept you as one of their own:
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https://twitter.com/john_schmeeckle/status/1598216415118782464?s=20&t=Qg4WPKmkWbmfiQmImwvBtg