I enjoy being an ER doc. Thankfully, I went into the thing at a later age than most and already had a good BS meter. The BS meter helped me avoid things like the narcotic BS and prompted me to dig pages deep one lonely night while taking care of vaccinated covid patients to find gato who put words to my thoughts and gave me tools to resist. Everyone is correct to distrust the medical corporate complex and physicians. It is sad for me to say as I am in that world. Sometimes now I get a big knot in my gut going into work as I know I need to keep everyone safe that I see but also push away the administrative harm that tries to bring me down! I am encouraged in this forum reading about experiences and information that shape how I communicate with appropriately apprehensive patients sometimes on their worst day. I am thankful for all of you, keep the kitty's dish full to the top!