I had that up bringing too, though my dad communicated through his actions that it was just pro forma bullshit. I decided in my 20s after looking at the evidence and reading the texts that Christian theology, as well as Buddhism were useless for getting ahead. It’s sticking to Judeo Christianity. That makes people feel guilty. I shucked that shit off sometime ago and never look back. There is nothing genetic about dumb ass religious ideas, woke or not.