it seems like a form of recursive reasoning that self-rarifies into a misery singularity.

you cannot map this ethos to reality but are also told that only "the oppressed" can even "know" reality and so you must take it on faith that disparity between inculcated theory and experienced praxis is some personal failing of yours that requires doubling down on the very theory that's making your life uncompilable.

it's like watching a moth mistake a bug zapper for food source.