I’m going crazy as well Susan.

And I’m not even THERE. There’s only so much a sensitive soul can take. I started smoking again; I’m doubling up on my anti-anxiety meds; I have the most awful dreams at night to the point where I’m afraid to go to sleep.

The last time I attempted to take my own life was when IsraHell bombed the shit out of Lebanon. I decided this was not a world in which I wanted to live and only a very unexpected intervention saved my life; I guess it wasn’t my time to go.

But I’m beginning to think that THIS is my time; if so, I’ll make it a statement for the people of Palestine and use a gun instead of pills.