Sorry but straight-up fucking brilliant writing and analysis. Today you are my hero on the internet.

I just need more inner silence to not succumb to the beginnings of hermit-dude I am seeing develop in myself as a response to the cult around me.

I can't reach them and I don't speak their language so I am using Jesus as my guide and focusing on the idea of Charity. They may be insane now but in Gods eyes or in the Cosmic consciousness they are just asleep.

And I'm more than likely at least quite drowsy myself...