In the 1980s I was an activist promoting New Zealands nuclear free status. I became aware of the clever psychological warfare tactics that were being used against us then. I have tried for40 years to awaken those around me but to no avail. I now feel emotionally spent as we drift towards the nuclear holocaust and ecological global collapse we tried so hard to avoid. For a brief period in the 1990s I thought sanity might prevail. The propaganda is just too strong, the Western leadership is utterly evil