So sorry Rosemary. I'm going to be transparent here: It's been very difficult for me to have compassion/empathy for people who took these shots and are suffering. Don't take that wrong. I'm having a change of heart because most people truly were trusting the monsters behind all of this. In the past, for the most part, we could trust them a bit. And when I peek at/hear ANY mainstream propaganda it's a wonder anyone has a mind left at all (I do NOT watch ANY mainstream news whatsoever. I only see/hear if I'm in a place where it's on). I don't believe there are really any people in forums like these that are "anti-vax" (so sick of hearing that). Most of us are PRO BODILY AUTONOMY. The right to say NO and not fear any kind of "punishment" for your choice is absolutely paramount in a free society. Along with being able to protect one's privacy. I truly wish you well on your journey to get this bio-weapon out of your body. We need people like you and others who are willing to stand up and say, "Hey! These AREN'T for everyone and there is risk!" Stay strong my friend.