I have a family member I dearly love who doesn't have much backbone and took the shots to save a job (even knowing they were useless) and is now suffering serious health repercussions. I feel so much pain over it because I love this person and am afraid. But I am also angry, an emotion I keep stiffled because if I have limited time left to love someone, I don't want to ruin it. I realized that if this person dies, I will be even more angry afterwards because I won't have the present relationship to keep my anger at bay.

What confusing, mixed emotions we are left with! And how horrible what the world's would-be slave masters have done to us, not only physically to those vaccine-injured, but in trauma to those of us who look on helpless.