Totally agree with both the comfort in seeing Spaniards with similar mindset and especially with the slow, painful process of understanding that it is truly a possibility that I might never do all those things you mention again. And although I am basically a lone wolf, I am so lucky that my mother, my brother and my best friend all are on this boat too.

Anyway, this whole mess the world has become has thrown me even deeper into the abyss of meditation and the mystical side of us, and I know there are many to whom this has happened too, so in the long run, who knows? Something better, more intimate, might have been giving their first steps for all of us renegades:)

See you around, Agustina:)