Sounds like you’re trying to be a rebel. Rebel is good when you are rebeling against the right thing. Reminds me of some lyrics from one of my favorite artists, LeCrae: Jesus was a rebel, a renegade outlaw Sanctified trouble maker, but he never sinned, naw And he lived his life by a different set of rules The culture ain't approve so you know they had to bruise him That's the way they do, man they swear they so gangsta Everyone the same, everybody do the same stuff Tattoos, piercings, smoking up and drinking Money and sex, plus them extravagant weekends Man if that's the high life of puff puff pass that You live evaporated like missing a gas cap I guess I'm past that, I'm in rebellion Rather have a dollar in my pocket than a million I'm scared to worship money and my wants over Elyon I remain a rebel while the rest of them just carry on This is what I live for, its the hill I'm buried on If Jesus is the truth that means one of us is very wrong Think about it - LeCrae https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eRKRX7nhRt0 Many parallels to ‘everybody’s’ getting vaxed. To be continued, I’m sure.