Janice, I have to echo the sentiments made by other commenters here, and say I've enjoyed all of your speeches, interviews, group discussions etc. I've watched over many years. I suspect your discomfort with some of these things may be attributable to a key personality trait - introverts (including myself) tend to enjoy writing more than talking, extraverts vice versa.
Whether that's true or not, I look forward to you giving the keynote speech at next year's International Conference on Men's Issues in August, in Budapest, Hungary. Your ICMI speeches since 2016 in London icmi2016.icmi.info have all been very well received.