Visiting home this time round has been revelatory.

Looking at the piled up books that I’ve never read, I just found out that actually, my interests haven’t changed much: proses about creativity & art, architecture…things that I thought I should be reading about, are actually things that I genuinely connect with since the beginning.

As my world has expanded and grows bigger, the deeper this rooted attraction has become. Words that used to mean nothing, have now form the language of my internal dialogues. It’s always been there, they just haven’t been consolidated into actual ideas due to my previous lack of experience, which were necessary to give meaning to those fleeting awareness.

When in doubt, look within and reconnect with that inner child of yours. The answer has always been there. Because they have been living in your world since long ago.