The denial and insanity in parts of the New Age conspiracy community, and especially among certain devoted followers of David Wilcock, have reached new heights of delusion.

This is a follow-up to my last article, “The Tragedy of David Wilcock and What It Reveals,” adding more context to what has come out since and addressing some of the points and claims being made.

The Official Report

Today, David’s best friend Jude, who had known him since childhood and was in contact with him until the day of the tragedy, made a video sharing an official statement from David’s family, David’s brother, the Boulder County Sheriff’s Office, and a note David left behind for his followers.

In short, the family, Jude, and those close to David all acknowledged his deteriorating mental and physical health, increasing delusions, serious financial problems, shady business dealings, and unhealthy lifestyle.

They all made it clear there was no “conspiracy” or “foul play” involved and that David took his own life. They were talking to him almost every day in the months leading up to his death and knew that he was struggling

Jude also said he personally spoke with the officer who witnessed David hold a gun to his head and pull the trigger. The details in the police report are very sad and may be difficult for sensitive individuals to read.

When Denial Turns Delusional

I say insanity because even after this, some people are attacking Jude, calling him a CIA agent, implying the family is in on it, claiming David’s letter is fake, and still insisting that David did not take his own life, that he is actually still alive, or that he was murdered by someone else.

Today, someone even commented on my article that I am “controlled opposition working for the elite” because I do not acknowledge that he was “targeted” and “suicided.”

Denial is the first stage of grief, followed by anger. Most people go through it when someone dies.

But it becomes even more extreme in people who believe themselves to be “awake” and see conspiracies and psy-ops everywhere while lacking psychological self-awareness or insight.

This is the dark side of the truther and New Age community, where some people are more deluded than the so-called “mainstream” people they look down on as “sheeple.”

This does not mean conspiracies do not exist or that nefarious acts are never planned. But it does exemplify the “elephant in the living room” I wrote about in my last article: bernhardguenther.substa…

The Suicide Denial Narrative

Regarding the claims that “David would have never committed suicide because he knew it was a sin,” or “David said he wasn’t suicidal,” or “David was cheerful and positive, so he would have never done that”:

Most people who die by suicide do not “show signs” in the obvious way others expect. Quite often, it is the opposite. I have known people personally who committed suicide, and there were no clear outward signs beforehand.

You never know what is going on with them internally at any given moment, even when they say that they are not suicidal.

In fact, I knew someone for years who was always “the comedian,” always funny, social, goofy, and joyful. Everyone loved being around him. Then one day, his wife found him in the garage. He had hanged himself. There was no goodbye note, no obvious hints, no outward signs that people recognized for what they were.

However, according to Jude, David’s family, and others close to him, there were many signs of his depression and declining mental health. But you can only help people who are truly willing to help themselves. This is the law of free will.

The Hero Projection

As I wrote in my previous article, the most bizarre claim is that David Wilcock was “targeted,” “suicided,” or “taken out” because of his work, and that he was somehow the “key” to disclosure and needed to be removed in order to delay it.

Someone who knew Wilcock personally and worked with him for years said that if the so-called deep state had really wanted to take him out, they would have done so ten or fifteen years ago, not now, when he was mostly sharing increasingly delusional material about Disclosure and related topics.

Personally, I never saw Wilcock as any real threat to the matrix or the so-called controllers. If anything, his false predictions, delusions, and endless distractions served them far more than they challenged them. It would have been more in their interest to keep him alive than to silence him.

Years ago, I was more inclined to see him as a New Age disinformation agent than as someone revealing dangerous truths.

Now I see him more as a well-meaning, sensitive soul who had some inspiring things to share, but who got lost in his own grandiosity and narcissistic wounding.

The lack of grounded psycho-spiritual inner work did not help either. It is a tragic and sad ending, but there are lessons here on a soul level.

Cognitive Dissonance, Levels of Consciousness, and Self-Honesty

Considering the fact that he spread misinformation based on his own delusions, and not necessarily to mislead people consciously, and many of his devoted followers believed it all without questioning, many of them are now suffering from classical cognitive dissonance.

If they were to admit that David was delusional and psychologically deteriorating, they would also have to look within and admit that they themselves believed in those delusions.

Hence, the very common defense mechanisms: fabricating a story or scenario in which none of this can be accepted, externalizing responsibility, blaming others, and accusing someone else of having “taken him out,” even going so far as to accuse David’s best friend and family of being “in on it.”

I could even bring in David Hawkins’ work here, and his Map of Consciousness, which is controversial to some and triggers many, but also explains a lot.

According to Hawkins’ calibrated map, about 80% of humanity is below 200, stuck in victim-blame consciousness and unable to perceive reality accurately. Nor do they have the full capacity to separate truth from lies, especially, and this is the key point, the lies they are telling themselves.

The critical threshold to cross is the shift from pride to courage, especially the courage to face the lie one tells oneself and take full self-responsibility without blaming others.

It requires the ability to admit to oneself, “I was wrong,” without collapse, blame, or projection. But pride and the mechanisms of cognitive dissonance stand in the way.

This is the gateway to true awakening and higher levels of consciousness. It goes without saying that many people in the truther and New Age disclosure community are stuck below 200 while vastly overestimating their own level of being and awareness.

Facing the lies one tells oneself is one of the most important parts of esoteric work, and also one of the hardest.

The wounded ego is very tricky and will resist it at all costs, mostly by externalizing and blaming others, while either propping itself up in grandiosity or collapsing into self-pity. Hence why so much of humanity remains below 200.

As Gurdjieff said:

“A man must first of all understand certain things. He has thousands of false ideas and false conceptions, chiefly about himself, and he must get rid of some of them before beginning to acquire anything new.

Otherwise, the new will be built on a wrong foundation, and the result will be worse than before.

In order to understand the interrelation of truth and falsehood in life, a man must understand falsehood in himself, the constant, incessant lies he tells himself.

One must know what the truth is and what a lie is, and first of all in oneself. And this nobody wants to know.”

- G. I. Gurdjieff

Possible Cases of UFO Whistleblowers Being Targeted

Another issue many people bring up, especially those who believe David was “suicided” and that there was foul play, is the story about “other scientists and researchers” dying, and now David is being added to the missing/dead scientists list.

Correlation is not causation. And again, I highly doubt he was any threat to any “disclosure.” There is a lot of hero worship and positive projection involved in the claims by some of his devoted followers that he was killed or “taken into witness protection.”

And to clarify, I do acknowledge that certain people may indeed be targeted, suicided, or taken out because of their work or what they revealed.

Some of you who have researched the UFO/alien topic more deeply may know of the case of Phil Schneider, who exposed underground bases and UFO cover-up material in the 1990s. He died by “suicide” in 1996.

Another case is Dr. Karla Turner, a brave woman who exposed the dark side of the UFO/alien phenomenon, including alien abduction and human harvesting, and was threatened for her work until she mysteriously died at only forty years old. I featured her in a film I made in 2011:

Both cases are very strange, and I would absolutely allow for the possibility that they were taken out, even though I cannot prove it. Phil’s case may also be fabricated, and it was difficult to research and verify.

But their work and what they exposed were, in my view, far more damaging to the alien agenda and matrix forces than what Wilcock or many others on the New Age side of the disclosure movement were talking about.

Godspeed.