The Unspoken Ledger 🩵

Poem on breaking generational curses rewriting your own past present future.

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You called it love, but built a stage, Expecting performance through quiet rage. Demanded labor, served us air, Then acted shocked to find us bare Not of strength, but of the grace To keep on smiling in this place.

You locked the door, you held the key, And thought that power meant control over me. But blood isn't shelter, and title isn't right, When home becomes a storm you have to fight. You trade in silence, live in fear Of who I am when I’m not here.

You think it’s simple, think it’s brief, A quick erased record of grief. You expect forgiveness brought by time, As if the fault was ever mine. I sought my peace, I worked to heal, Until you struck to make me kneel. You pushed me in the open sea, And left the water drowning me.

I owe you nothing, owe no tear, No false forgiveness standing here. Your second chances aren't my call, I will not break to break your fall. You brought me here to carry blame, To wear the bruises of your name, Then claimed it love while letting me down, Expecting me to smile and drown.

You read my work, you thought you knew, The hidden bitterness that grew. You never taught me how to stand When this cold world got out of hand. You thought my purpose was to fix Your broken rules and bitter tricks, To mend the bonds you tore apart

Fuck your expectations and your hollow heart.

So keep the house, keep the name, Keep the goddamn rules of your failed game. I break the cycle, leave the land, And wash the ash off of my hand. When you are desperate, calling out my name, Begging me to save you from your shame, I’ll leave your fucking messages on read— The debt is dead, the record cleared.

There is light inside this tunnel now, I claimed my power, made my vow. Reborn beneath a brand new name, Unbound by generational shame. No good-for-nothing destiny, No forced obligations binding me. I terminated every broken line, The ink is dry, the path is mine. I rewrite my own damn destiny, Forever badass, wild, and free.

I become the alchemy.

all the pain turned into gold

After all I am one with wind and sky.