The paradox of my neurodivergent brain, that craves order and routine, but gets bored and wants a new challenge. That wants to try all the things but is overcome with anxiety by the uncertainty of the new. That craves connection to others but hides in the shadows too scared of rejection to risk reaching out. That is called cold and unemotional while feeling all the feelings for everyone else as well as myself. To desperately want to follow the rules, but only the ones that make sense, and what about the ones I can’t see? To be not enough, but also too much.
A quick-fire writing challenge. I'll supply the prompt, you supply the words: one sentence or paragraph. It's like a creative pot luck. Wherever this sends you is the direction you need.