I am not writing about Mars recruitment and Aviary-era disinformation as an outside observer. I was personally involved. I experienced direct recruitment efforts, narrative steering, and psychological pressure that shaped my life trajectory in profound ways. These interactions were not abstract theories or internet lore; they were lived encounters with emotional, spiritual, and psychological consequences. I include this not to ask for belief or validation, but to state plainly that my perspective comes from firsthand experience. I am a witness to what occurred in my own life, and that lived reality informs how I recognize the patterns, omissions, and distortions present in the historical record. My understanding is guided by ancestral lineage, guardianship, and a soul-level commitment to truth, which informs how I engage with these subjects. With that said, readers need to understand what this document is before reading further.