My paper plane thought for today 💌
I think, I’m the happiest I’ve been in my life or at least how much of it, I remember.
There are still aspects of my life that to an outsider would seem probably even a total failure. I am unsure about a lot of aspects in my life when i used to believe I’m dying without certainty.
But there are aspects of my life that I’m experiencing which is growth.
I don’t know things but i have faith that I’ll be okay.
Where i used to barely have energy or interest in my own life, I’m walking, singing, writing and engaging with people i love and care about.
Most importantly i am beginning to care about myself.
Getting in touch with me and knowing myself - the flawed, imperfect, and growing version of me and being kind and encouraging to her.
I have ran in circles and finally found a faith that i can stand beside and anchor myself to.
I’m beginning to believe my purpose is to just exist and everything else is an add on and things I choose to do because I’m here. That feels liberating.
I don’t have much in terms of experience and or material stuff but i am beginning to create a stable ground for myself and this is more than what i thought i would ever have.
Life is good where I am in the present and today, I just want to thank the universe for this mindset, this life and this place where I can express it amongst people.
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