It is very clear that you have been deeply hurt by your former wife and that she had good reason to be untruthful with you, as it seems you could be capable of anything, especially where women are concerned - she was probably frightened.

You hold yourself up as such a paragon of virtue, saying that you have "earned respect" - presumably in the business world - but if this is the way you think of and treat women, I beg to differ.

What you would benefit from, sir, is a concerted and prolonged effort with a psychologist to sort out your feelings of hurt, and maybe some more contemplation in your chosen temple of faith. God does not abhor women as you do, nor does God require them to be silent and invisible as you and men of your ilk do.