Bela, your writings are a wonderful companion to my monthly therapy sessions. I started them in 2013 when I recognized that I had genuine depression. My struggle is minor compared to yours. I often feel socially (and intellectually) inadequate in a world where all I want to do is make simple and exciting three-chord Rock ‘n’ Roll, ala Eddie Cochran or The Ramones. Thank you, brother. Your expressions really help.