Yassss. I have been through religion and with 2x pain conditions for 30 years. I find myself feeling good at times, even great. And I am thankful, naturally, without thought, for so much. I live on disability, alone with my cat, and much of my pain is experienced unconsciously. Why? I don’t push anything ‘at’ it. It’s been allowed. Unjudged. Not the enemy to be roped and made into something. Unmolested by my beliefs, thoughts and OTHERS’ opinions. I also get mad, tired, frustrated and gee, every other emotion… it’s normal people. PS all this took years to arrive at… stick your happy up yer butts!