Omg this article is deeply painful to read, and I'm truly sorry about what you've had to go through. I can't even imagine how empty, and sad that must have felt but I'm so happy to know that you're still here alive and breathing! I'm so proud of you for opening up like this, and I truly see you as someone who is trying to make sense of the world. Please know that you are loved, seen, heard, and appreciated in everything you do even your imperfections. I am sending you so much love, hugs, and healing 💖🤗 Such a beautiful article! 😊