I love the last part Meenah! You’re absolutely right, it’s not too late, you can still do all the things you’ve always wanted to do. I remember feeling like I missed out on childhood when I was 19/20 as well. I decided that I would just live and explore myself and try new things and I’m glad I did, because I did eventually find my self Alhamdulillah. I think this phase is really important for growth.