Chloe, I know you’re going through a extremely difficult time. I hope you find peace and comfort with sharing the good times and know his spirit is always close to you. Love aunt Cherie. I think when you’re healing, it’s always a good thing to get out in nature as much as possible and realize there are still beautiful things in the world. If you want you could come down here to North Carolina for a little respite. My house is always open for you.Xo