this is such a beautiful and heartbreaking piece 🥺 i’m sending you so much love, and I want to say it’ll get better with time, but I really don’t know if that is true. I am glad, though, that you have found movies as a way to cope and to find other people (albeit in movies) navigating through the same pain. I sadly cannot think of any books or movies that match the theme, but i’ll keep my eyes peeled and send over recs if I happen to find any ❤️