I felt this more than I know how to put in words. I myself work a day job. One that feels soul crushing on a regular basis. Then I have three toddlers of my own. And at 44 it's alot to say the least. I carry alot of self deprecating thoughts from growing up also. I hate to say it's nice to know I'm not alone, because I want those around me to be better than I am about how we treat ourselves. So instead, I'll say keep going. Keep writing. And when needed ask those you trust for help. Together, maybe we can find a way to lift each other, and ourselves up above the noise of the past.