This is wonderful writing and resonating, relatable, and I felt every bit of it- I’ve lived it. Might not be the exact same but it’s so familiar with me and those around me, especially a few in particular. It has taken me a number of years to even begin to find ’me’ again, all because I let someone else drive me into that ‘doom and gloom’ a long time ago. I feel it, I feel for you. Keep writing. It helps.❣️❤️‍🩹🤗❤️