I can relate and think many are at the same point now. ‘One word of truth outweighs the World’, I believe this, I don’t think any efforts are wasted even if they appear to in the physical realm; the Universe absorbs and reacts in subtle but powerful ways like when the Berlin Wall fell, if readers are old enough to remember. The same 36 year planetary event is happening in February 2026 a placement at zero degrees Aries, the very beginning of the Zodiac. 2026 will be a turning point.