I loved this so much

I had a similar experience, I fell in love with someone in 100 level he wasn’t my Coursemate tho but we were in the same level, but he was studying mechanical engineering.

I’d say I loved him because I went back to him twice but like you wrote I knew our last meet up was going to be our last too. He was drifting away I had a suspicion he found someone new and I could feel it in that moment that our relationship was coming to an end, this was in April.

I went no contact and guess who decided to Merry Christmas his way back to my life( I didn’t let him) It hurts tho the apology message he sent to me felt so causal, I don’t think I love anymore or maybe I still do that’s why it’s still hurts.

Thank you for sharing this. It made me feel wholesome