Wow. You sound like someone I could be friends with. I love the sincerity, the vulnerability of your writing, and I truly love your desires for change in 2026. 2026 is my 68th year. Let me tell you — it does get easier to be comfortable in your own skin, to declare your truth, to disconnect from what doesn’t give you joy. You are on a good path, Sami! I am looking forward to seeing where it takes you.