Ah the old crayon box…well I definitely see the dilemma, and to be honest just sounds like you are a clean and organized dad getting his ducks in a row and trying not to fall behind on things. But it is funny how we can make things in our minds more intense, maybe more than necessary, it usually comes from some other scenario you’ve encountered and your brain is trying to compartmentalize your time and fatherly duties, also maybe mixed in with a bit of dread that it could have gone a completely different way and left you fumbling around for awhile. Hilarious regardless…looking forward to meeting your little one! Big love always. 💖