What inspired observations!! I’m trying to get my head around it! Possibly not possible. I feel it ❤️

I had my own (bizarre) experience on the 17th which isn’t as lovely to say the least. I had to decide to say goodbye to a poorly pony.. and it hit me like a brick wall on that day, so not a ‘choice’. He was a fiery Welsh cob and so a real fire horse. It was relatively unexpected. He went on the 19th and it has felt like a huge transition to a new way. At the time like a crack in my world, but it has been very right. It is now simpler, quieter, calmer and reflects how I have become like that this year. Again dramatically, through a difficult ‘flu’ which stopped me for several weeks.

His companion has taken it very much in her stride and together we have become the herd, with her ‘keeping on beingness’ grounding me. In a way this is coalescence, but I can’t get my head around it. I feel it and she just lives it.