I’ve found myself feeling like this lately too. And again it’s that thing of don’t get me wrong I’m not miserable or at least not anymore (lol). I have friends whom I cherish and give that adoration back to me, I have family that fills up my days with laughter and annoyance and still reserving space for this feeling isn’t to say that none of the love that I already have in my life isn’t enough but that love is an infinite feeling, it’s not a bottle to be filled up or to overflow, or food stamps to be rationed it goes around however many times you would like. And I think knowing that has allowed me to be less afraid of my own heart and just allow it to be human just as it exists in a human body. Thanks for sharing such a raw piece.