I’m up to the bit in event management where I just had a nightmare that I signed a major act of some kind (for my kinky book launch warehouse party) but I couldn’t remember who they were and where they were staying and if I’d lost them altogether
I sat bolt upright in bed in total panic and then got up and walked to my window, like the answers were out there somewhere in the night
Have you ever bet everything you ever dreamed on a big party like this? Some mad creative wild vision that nobody else is trying to do, because it’s bonkers? When you could have just laid low & not tried to change the world?
What the fuck am I doing 😂 and also it’s going to be fucking brilliant 🔥
In the morning I will remember this, and know it to be true. This plan is a good weird plan, because I’m a good weird person. I’ve got this, but holy god, why can’t I just do normal things for once I’m begging you for the love of god