Bravo. This is a readying for you. This is a space where you can let all the "shoulds" you have held for a long time/multiple public faces, around posting online/being public/working out all the busy-ness of pushing, you let all that go. You release it and you write what you need to write and learn that yes, it may feel uncomfortable for you to write and to hit post, however what you share, will help others to tap into their own deeper spaces and fears (and assist accessing that memoir of yours).

Being seen shouldn't be so scary and yet in this society it has been built in to many to be sanitised for fear of ostracism. It's a load of (insert whatever words you wish). Life is precarious for all of us. No one is immune to that precariousness. No one.

It is terrifying when it's thrown into our faces at times we (usually) least expect it. That terror, and discomfort, to learn not only to cope but to walk/crawl/use a mobility aid but trust there will be and is a way for the fear to become like a small yappy animal that needs acknowledgment in that lies a deeper sense of power we all forget we have access.

Then again, I'm regularly too blunt and open and though I still fret I will upset or cause tumult to others for that frankness, but what would I know (I still see no point in me attempting to sustain something like these posts/blogs etc thinking nothing really to share).

I am gladdened to see you unfurl and shine all the colours you hold, and every single one of them (even the scary ones) have beauty.