Phew! That was a whirlwind! Effective communication requires conflict resolution, humility, kindness, heart-centered dialogue, deep inner work, and a genuine commitment to understanding. Without these, true connection is impossible. Mike, I appreciate your logic, calm demeanor, and respectful approach. Resorting to name-calling, mocking, slander, passive-aggressive behavior, or emotional outbursts reflects a lack of emotional maturity and self-awareness.

As a holistic health practitioner with over 17 years of experience, I’ve had great success using vitamin D (should never be used in isolation, must be with its cofactors). I work with very sick people on sometimes more than 10 different drugs! You have to step them down and supplements are very successful at helping them do so. It’s frustrating to see people, without any hands-on experience, attacking and condemning its use. They blame those of us who work with it effectively, all while having no tangible understanding of its benefits. It has a place! amandhavollmer.substack…

Back in naturopathic school, I learned about the plan to restrict access to our supplements. So, here I am, risking my career to whistleblow and protect that access—only to see non-practitioners and so-called truthers, with no field experience, throwing them and all those who use them under the bus! We seriously need to break this bad habit of condemning things and people out of ignorance. A compassionate person would listen and strive for understanding, even if they disagreed, instead of immediately blocking and using completely unwarranted, unfounded, and slanderous accusations.

We need to remember love and empathy and give access to the other archetypes inside of us (like the lover and the alchemist), instead of just the burnt-out warrior. We don't have to argue and fight or "win". We need to move from alpha to sigma...

Many aren't aware of our biofield layers and how to shield them. Unfortunately, psychic attacks are real and could be one explanation for ungrounded and negative attacks coming through...basically like a type of possession. Take it or leave it...don't come at me bruh! Lol.

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Now onto our dear Bill, RIP. When Debbie Rose died, Bill started to unravel. I tried to help as much as I could but, in my experience, when someone is very ill or dying, their body-mind-spirit complex can be overwhelmed by fear, pain, and unresolved emotions. Unfortunately, it can manifest as paranoia, aggression, or irrational behavior, even toward those who are trying to help. I will post one of his last emails so you can understand the energy. I wasn't the only one he was behaving like this toward, Christine also, and I believe Eric and The Bailey's and I am sure there were more.

He wanted to be seen, so much. He had a huge, core abandonment and self-loathing wound that especially reared up around the summer 2023. Broke my heart... But no one was attacking Bill, he was creating a lot of his own misery.

"Thank you Amandha.

I hope you get people caring for your needs too.

I KNOW MY HEART.

I ADORE Christine.

I have NEVER said an unkind word to her or about her.

It's not just Christine.

It's Mark and Sam, Kevin Corbett, Eric Coppolino

now Steve Falconer....

Everyone is looking for a NO VIRUS CULTIST to BURN.

Everyone is looking for a scapegoat.

Those are good questions.

Am I calm? No. I am deeply disturbed.

I'm a shitty yogi.

My chit is all vritti.

I am plagued by fear, panic, anguish.

I am plagued by DEEP SELF LOATHING.

I am terrified about what will happen to me.

I am frightened by the thought of being homeless

and dying alone, and unwanted.

I do not know what to do.

I do not know what I should be doing with my life.

I thought I was doing it.

But now I am hated by everyone.

Part of my Ho'opono Pono practice

is taking full responsibility for the situation.

I am trying, but I honestly do not know what I have done.

I thought I was doing the work God wanted me to be doing.

I am in such SOUL ANGUISH.

I am sorry to burden you.

Ultimately, I do not matter.

I am a worthless piece of shit.

FML

I appreciate your taking the time to respond.

BH"

This is just a small sample of the communications. It got way more out of control from here.

Sending love to you Mike and to all, and may 2025 be the year where more people turn inward, embrace radical self-responsibility, and commit to authentic conflict resolution.