The second to last alinea gave me chills. You write so beautifully!

One big advantage I’ve noticed of taking a step back from social media (and this way having way less screen time) is that I don’t impulse shop anymore. A few months ago I had a week where I got a package delivered every single day, and I felt mortified. It was a big wake up call for me to stop following influencers on Instagram and to stop following “aesthetic” trends.