2 years since i graduated.most people go through their own arcs -just seperately and privately ,i suppose.Hold one or two close.or dont .its alright to feel aimless-as a fellow atheist,i dont think there is any particular aim to our existence as well.And the sheer weight of that thought-“why do all this shit if we are just going to decompose and become another state of matter in the end anyway?” …you gotta find that answer in the things you like doing-i did in reading,the sun,the leaves,the way the sunlight gets caught on the said leaves -doppler effect and all that,tea and discovering new music.