You do realize you have a problem, right? I had a cousin much like you. She (I'm guessing you're female) was bi-polar and suffered greatly from manic episodes. She alienated everyone around her until there was no one left. She had to subscribe to a daily call service that would check on her to make sure she had contact with the outside world, and one day, my cousin didn't pick up. 8 hours later they sent the police for a wellness check. She died on the floor alone. This is a true story.

You should probably ask yourself if you might end up the same way. Guessing you don't do this just online, but you do it to those around you, wherever you are. I imagine no one around you can tolerate your mania either. I guess if it makes you happy and helps you feel empowered then, god speed. But, you may also want to ask if this is how you really want to spend the last few years (or months) of your life, vomiting your mania on others. I do hope you have some medication.