My day started off wrong because I went on my phone and saw that something I posted on Reddit got negative feedback and trying to explain myself got me down voted. I could have taken the time to explain my post better but I just shared it because I wanted to spread awareness and it all felt a bit unfair and got my thinking about my childhood and how I always feel behind but feel good about myself when I look at my progress because I taught myself so much and then I wonder how my life would have looked like if I ever felt loved and safe in that love and anyway I don't want this to affect my whole day.