I once had a Spotify account I made in 9th grade or something which had almost 4000 liked songs, and the gmail it was connected to was basically destroyed because I submitted it to a phishing website for downloading some pirated games, and that's how I lost them.

4000 songs gone in a single flash.

I don't even remember most of them, and I just thought about how many of the songs I liked would've been present in the world outside, but my memory has failed me for recalling all of them.

Maybe a third of them I might have found through deliberate searching, but atleast two-thirds of them are lost forever.

It feels like the scene of Makoto shinkai's “your name” where I know I like them but I don't know their names or where they reside, just like the lovers.

FUCK YOU SHAKESPEARE EVERYTHING'S IN A NAME‼️