Even now I don't think I am resisting but I am only treading water. I am always trying to find ways to protect my children from this false life they are offered. Most people I see, even the successful ones, appear to have what I call the scream about them. The scream is your mind and body being sucked into the modern world and it is trapped. Even when appearing happy they have a glitch in them. Their inner self or soul is screaming to resist but they can't. Instead they give into the latest health fad, work out fad, trying to stay ever young, the next big vacation and seeing the world, or a get away to nature with the obligatory deep thinking pic.