March 5th
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How much energy are you spending pretending you're fine?
Pretense
By Bear Sage
"I'm fine," I say,
and smile through the pain,
and keep it together,
and function normally,
while inside
I'm screaming.
The performance
is exhausting.
The pretending
takes everything.
And the worst part is,
I've done it so long
I'm not sure anymore
which is real:
the pain I'm hiding
or the fine I'm performing.
What if I stopped
pretending?
What if I admitted
I'm not fine,
I'm breaking,
I need help?
What if honesty
is the first step
toward healing?