I spent all weekend building a Brad Did database in Notebook LM.

Every newsletter. Every post. Every podcast transcript. 1.5 years of my own thinking, searchable.

Opened it this morning to ask it something and just... froze. Like I was about to ask a stranger to explain me to myself.

The database is still open in another tab. Haven't closed it. But I also haven't typed anything into it.

Just sitting here with that cursor blinking, realizing I built a mirror that might show me someone I don't recognize.

Or worse... someone I've been pretending to be this whole time.