very well captured -thank you. I’m thinking about it a lot -and no, I’d never be able to write like a man, and I’m pretty “man-like”, well, comparatively speaking, and was considered all my life as such. I’ll never reach this level of being so entranced -I’m thinking about it a lot lately. I’m asking myself why…also, why my language is so different, why it is either too blunt or too soft, maybe one needs enough distance after all how one can write about anything if he is it. Maybe it is possible I don’t know, just scary.

My comments are often a sort of a note to myself so feel free to disregard. Just read it because it is really good