I had a boss who after he explained to me was definitely a sigma. This boss spent the whole time looking for the approval of his father through success at work even though he was in his 50's. It essentially turned him into a huge prick.

Vox. As you stated you're a Sigma. Why is it then that you "just go missing" for days/weeks etc at a time on projects if you're needed to run them closely? what's the thought process or lack thereof? especially if it sobatages your own personal goals?