wow. complete agreement here.

having read this, I feel much better because this is exactly what I've been sounding like and I thought maybe I was going crazy. this is aside from stressing out about forgetting stuff and thinking the dementia has finally arrived (if you have similar worries, I recommend NOT deciding to give yourself "tests" at that moment because you will certainly FAIL THOSE TESTS).

about two in the morning, trying to seize the famously brief Ambien Window, it occurred to me that it was possible Johnson was one of those "Young Earth Creationists." so I checked today and there it was...he's had guests on his radio show many times who are, in fact, grown people who will tell you that Genesis is historical fact and there were dinosaurs on Noah's Ark and what we call fossils are just the gunk left over from the flood. there's a theme park about it Down South (where else?) and its "creator" is Johnson's buddy because Johnson thinks it's wonderful and will enlighten millions of happy families. I AM NOT MAKING THIS UP.

what's odd about this particular horrifying shooting is that the shooter doesn't seem to have been a Right-wing fanatic but seems to have been properly psychotic (with more information, this might change...his "background" COULD be that of a Right-wing prick).

ain't it something that this piece of shit gets "elected" and the same day there's a particularly scary slaughter of innocents ("The ceremony of innocence is drowned..."). what I mean is that this shooting was preventable. not even TFF would have wanted him to have a gun. or that's what I think right now...in a minute I'll probably be thinking the opposite. and yeah...I changed my mind...TFF doesn't give a fuck even if he once said that mass shooters always have a serious psychiatric diagnosis. but, needless to say, life doesn't quite work that way. at least not in the USA in 2023.

what to do?

who the fuck knows.

mebbe Allie Oop?

heigh-ho dinosaur.