Literally downloaded the substack app because I loved reading this post (I had been using the online version before). I am so curious about the everlasting and will be reading that once I finish my current book. And I totally get what you said about timing with media. I am always chasing that feeling of watching a movie at the exact right moment, to the point that when I am actually watching one, I am questioning whether it’s the right time or if I should wait until I feel more certain it’s the perfect moment.