okay.

wooo.

so.

health TMI is about to take a really fucked up turn and I am now at the limit of what i'm willing to put in notes where it's invading people's brains unannounced.

with ReaderCon plans about to take off in earnest, it's time to actually do what i've been claiming i'm going to do for months:

• rebrand

• spring clean

• paywall the drama

Testing the Waters at the Beginning of the End and Entropic Absurdity will both have an option for paid subscriptions, but only Testing the Waters will have paywalled content. Entropic Absurdity content will remain free, subscriptions are received as patronage and I'm rolling around ideas for little thank you incentives to send those subscribers.

please remember anyone who has been following my health is welcome to a free subscription to Testing the Waters, I'm going to put up a Google form so you won't need to ask directly. the paywall is primarily to protect my safety and privacy moving forward. The only reason I'm paywalling Entropic Absurdity is so my fellow darling destitutes know there's plenty of ways for folks with disposable income to support my work, which I hope will ease the discomfort in requesting a gifted subscription. for whatever reason people chose to care and I want them to have the choice to stay. that means a helluva lot more than money right now.

it will be a long day

send strength

or memes

and for the love of all things hypothetically holy, reach for joy. the world can wait for a few moments and it will still be ending when you're done, but at least then you'll remember why you bothered reaching at all.

♤